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The Still Frames Dance

My legs sometimes kiss the earth. They sometimes lie still, Forgotten narratives, No longer inked with, The rhythm of footsteps.  Each tendon echoes an unsaid verse,  Twisted phrases etched on bones. A cryptic sonnet by chance or fate, Authored by the unapologetic hands of time.  They no longer dance with the shadows, Their strength sacrificed at life's altar.  A phantom ballet, as poignant,  As it is hollow.  Their silent protest again motion, Mimics a journey backwards, Towards that newborn helplessness, Each paused stride - an echoing cry,  In the universe's dark theatre.  There us no lullaby for limbs that forget their purpose,  Only an unfamiliar prayer.  Residing within these faltering muscles. I learn a new language,  Each day of whispered silences.  That speak volumes,  Silenced laughter replaced, By patient determination.  Mu feet remain rooted.  Yet my spirit roams wild and untamed, Unbounded by earthly...

Visitors of Our Own Bodies

  This poem captures how I experience my Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) , a condition that intertwines body and mind in a way that feels both alien and deeply familiar. But it's important to note that this is only my experience. Like all neurological conditions and disabilities, FND manifests differently for each person. There is no single story, no one-size-fits-all description. I would love for you to share your experiences and insights too. What do you think the public needs to understand about your condition? Let’s continue the conversation and raise awareness in a way that highlights both the struggles and the strength of living with these hidden disabilities and unseen challenges.   My own body I am a visitor,  Unseen currents sweeping my muscles,  Away to dance on tides unseen.  A possession by nerves,  Separated from reason.  Cogs do not click but crash, They scream of collisions within.  I am whole yet torn apart.  In corners...

I sharpen my teeth

  She said I sharpen my teeth on her softness, but didn’t she offer her skin first? Held up her bruises like medals, then scolded me for staring. What do you want, love: silence or truth? Choose. In the house of words, we trade spit for salt. You criticised my bite, I criticised your mask. Both of us holding up glass, pretending it wasn’t a mirror. You see, it starts with one voice then echoes until it’s a scream no one owns. You said: You’re cruel as if I hadn’t learnt it from you. From every sigh behind a door, every almost-compliment curled at the edge of your lips like smoke from a burning letter. They call it “constructive,” as if we’re building something other than guilt. As if these fragile walls we patch won’t crack again by morning. I watched my reflection develop your voice, sharp, clever, cutting, like a surgeon who forgot they weren’t trying to heal. And now, look at me,  flinching at praise, measuring love with rulers marked in red ink. The voices are still in her...

God save everyone

  In the wake of decades of progress, the fight for LGBTQIA+ rights remains fraught with tension and division. As Pride celebrations grew, many marginalised voices, particularly transgender individuals, people of colour, and the poor, were too often sidelined, their struggles overshadowed by more mainstream, palatable narratives of queer identity.   The women who sparked the Stonewall Riots, Marsha P. Johnson, Sylvia Rivera, and Stormé DeLarverie, were at the forefront of a revolution, but over time, their roles in the movement were often forgotten or erased. The movement they helped ignite was built on inclusion, on lifting up the voices that were most vulnerable, yet today, many of those same groups remain excluded from the Pride parade, from its funding, from its visibility. If Marsha, Sylvia, and Stormé could see what Pride has become, what would they think? Would they feel pride in what has been achieved, or frustration at how their initial call for justice has been dilut...