I sharpen my teeth
She said I sharpen my teeth on her softness,
but didn’t she offer her skin first?
Held up her bruises like medals,
then scolded me for staring.
What do you want, love:
silence or truth?
Choose.
In the house of words, we trade spit for salt.
You criticised my bite,
I criticised your mask.
Both of us holding up glass,
pretending it wasn’t a mirror.
You see, it starts with one voice
then echoes
until it’s a scream
no one owns.
You said: You’re cruel
as if I hadn’t learnt it from you.
From every sigh behind a door,
every almost-compliment
curled at the edge of your lips
like smoke from a burning letter.
They call it “constructive,”
as if we’re building something
other than guilt.
As if these fragile walls we patch
won’t crack again by morning.
I watched my reflection develop
your voice,
sharp, clever, cutting,
like a surgeon who forgot
they weren’t trying to heal.
And now, look at me,
flinching at praise,
measuring love with rulers
marked in red ink.
The voices are still in here,
dueling like shadows
on nights I don’t sleep.
So let me say this, plain:
To be the criticised,
to be the critic,
is a dance in broken glass.
No one wins.
Only limps
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